(Note – It is the second part of a twin-stories pair. The first story can be found here.) You, psychologists, are rather patient people – or perhaps you aren’t even listening. For here I am talking about my sister and her comfort object when this is supposed to be about… Read More »(Comfort Objects 2) Homelessness
(Sidharth Vardhan’s review ofArthur Schopenhauer’s‘The World as Will and Representation’Book first published in 1818Review first writtten on January 19, 2020) (Based on my very limited understanding) Schopenhauer assumes your having knowledge of Kant’s philosophical system (I had only read Immanuel Kant‘s Critique of Pure Reason) and his own doctoral thesis… Read More »The World as Will and Representation – a review of first Volume of Schopenhauer’s book
Jenny I am sorry I failed you. I failed you a big time. It will be one of the biggest regrets of my life. You don’t even understand your plight. I have no justifications to excuse my doing this to an innocent life like you – to take away her… Read More »Apology
(Sidharth Vardhan’s review of the bookDiary of a Suicide by Wallace E. BakerThe book was first published in 1913 Review first published on November 27, 2019 ) Introduction: “Under separate cover I am sending you a record of a young man who is about to commit suicide. My only object… Read More »Review – Diary of a Suicide
1. There is a body next to my bed. The body of a very sick kid. A very, very sick kid. I call it a body because I am already thinking of it as dead. And that is how I write. Not as I see things, but as I feel… Read More »There is a body next to my bed
Caring and wanting to care 226. I am loser for having failed to make the last effort. Guilt and hurt it might cause to those I care about anyway though wanting hard not to, in unlikely circumstances that i am wrong about these people in thinking they could not care… Read More »Diary of a Cynical Suicide – Part 10
Woke up with the worm,couldn’t eat,Music won’t do,Books won’t either,Something cruel is in the sunlight today,And ignored dog looks sad too. Know that will be crying today.Woke up with the worm,Hope it will kill me today. Can’t get you out of my mind,don’t want to love you anymore,Don’t want to… Read More »The Worm
Return 201 I don’t know why I continue to write these notes. They have surely lived all I might have to say on these subjects. To be honest, if some idiot was to read them, he or she can’t be faulted for finding them for some snobbish exercise in style… Read More »Diary of a Cynical Suicide – Part 9
Happiness 176. You argue that there are some happy souls, you tell me to be stubbornly happy as, of course, many are trying to. But are there any really happy people? I will happily …. Okay not happily bit but bravely bear all the griefs I must carry with my… Read More »Diary of a Cynical Suicide – Part 8
Psychoanalysis 151. I sometimes imagine someone reading these notes and trying to psychoanalyze me. But why should they have all the fun out me and I should get nothing back? Maybe I will throw in some terrible symptoms just to fools those good-for-nothing goody two shoes. Maybe I believe everyone… Read More »Diary of a Cynical Suicide – Part 7
